to defrost a pea or not to defrost a pea

do you feel bad when you don't scroll down and feed the fish a few times? i do. Sometimes i even whisper words of encouragement to them, like, "If you ever doubt, just remember, not everyone was a fan of Abe Lincoln during his day."

then i remember my real fish i have waiting to be fed and they're all the way downstairs. and i'm like, "F." and then maybe they get fed and maybe they don't.